3.30.16

Today started out hard. It was a struggle to get out of bed, but when is it not?
It was hard to go to school and live, it was hard to function.
Not only was I depressed today but I had a really bad migraine too.
Because I had a migraine I didn't feel so empty today, I was just in excruciating pain. It hurts to have my eyes open sometimes.
Another day went by that I was able to prevent myself from self harm.
Another day, no new scars.
That's progress for me.

My story isn't over;

With love,
Reece

3.29.16.

It's hard for me to be brutally honest when I know there are people out there somewhere reading this.

Tonight I wanted to hurt myself. I wanted to inflict pain on myself so that I would feel something other than empty. But I didn't hurt myself, so I'm making baby steps of progress.

As the weather is getting nicer it's getting harder for me to hurt myself because it's becoming harder to cover it up. It's not exactly sweatshirt weather anymore.

Spent another night google searching support groups without ever reaching out to anyone for help.

Tomorrow will be a new day, a better day.

With love,
Reece

3.19.16

Shout out to the couple people in Poland, Sweden, and the Ukraine for finding my blog.

I'm still here. I've had a lot of good days and not too many bad days lately. So I haven't felt the need to post for a while.

Today is okay.

Okay is progress.

Life is all about progress, right?